As if there isn't enough whining in my house, I'm going to add to it myself. Normally I only write about the little ones, but something so traumatic happened to me today that I just can't stop myself from writing it down. Jonny has given me a hard time about making such a big deal about this and I told him that I have 24 hours to get over it, so I thought I should get this down quick before my 24 hours is up. Yesterday, while Molly and Maggie were napping, I went to take the garbage out which means that I went to throw it out Mere's window which is directly above our dumpster. When I unlocked the window, the top portion of the double hung window slammed down on my fingers and trapped me there. I guessing it's hard to visualize since most people don't have double hung windows, but just know that it hurt and I wasn't able to move. I was completely freaked out since it was around the time that the girls would be waking up and I had horrible visions of all of the terrible things that might happen when they did and I wasn't there. I also started to worry that I might have broken something or worse yet, that somehow, lack of circulation would result in the loss of my fingers. I envisioned my future self clutching a bag of my finger bones that I would wear around my neck for luck (that's a joke for Mere and Chris). Thankfully it wasn't too long before the lawyer whose office is across the alley came walking by and he was able to call the Paint Store and my dad was able to come up and get me free. I guess fear led me to overreact about the severity of the damage to my fingers because after only an hour or so, they seemed to be back to normal except for a small amount of swelling/soreness. Looking back on it now, I feel a little ridiculous about how upset I was about the whole situation. I do think Mere should be glad that this didn't happen to her at night when no one would be in the alley, at least no one with a cellphone. I'm just extremely grateful that it was all resolved before nap time was over, that would have been bad.
I'm also grateful that Maggie has become quite the happy girl, full of smiles and coos. Not that you don't love your children right off the bat, but all of the work you do for them really starts to seem worth it when they give you that little bit of encouragement through a little smile.
I couldn't get a picture of them both smiling at the same time...that's how it goes.
Maggie is just ridiculous. Yesterday I laid her on the bed to hang out while I was folding clothes and she just passed out. Then later I was changing her diaper and I walked away to get something (please don't call CPS on me) and ten seconds later when I got back: ZONKS. This ability to sleep, just because she's tired is so foreign to me. I love it, but I'm trying to not get too excited about it.





